You dont wanna let go .

; The infinite contradictory story of the hate between you and me, is you're actually the world and it's contents to me. 

sorry for the long not update , please forgive me :) . i've just been so so so lazy to update :D . TEEHEE :D . yesterday , 20-8-2011 , was the BOMB ! ♥ . had so much fun with @melissatham and @dinahleom . we went to kingsley's carnival :3 . it was so much fun man ._. . until my pepsi fell down :( , TROLLS . ahahahaa , i accidentally pushed down kay ? :( . suckish man . but still , it was a fun and memorable day :) . we camwhored and camwhored , hehe , you would'nt guess where , IN THE TOILET ! we were in the toilet for like 20 minutes , camwhoring , lying down like kakaks , dinah was playing in the toiletbowl ! and there was melissa joining her , i was taking the photos :) . *winkwink . credits too me ! :D . 

oh god , yesterday was so much fun :) . oh oh , after that , we went to actually , its dinah and i , went to mcd for lunch :) , oh yeah , we did face painting too :) , k wait , it was dinah and melissa , we camwhored with ning , and meigie too :D . it was fucking a blast . 

then later , that stupid melissa got her annoying tuition , so we sent her back at 1:30 and dinah and i went to mcd for lunch , (as i said) . :) . then ltr , we talked on the phone with @intannordianateh , and then randomly we baked cupcakes ! oh my , those cupcakes took us 3 hours man ._. . we messed up the kitchen and and we messed up the icing too , it smelled like pee , too much lemon , hehe :3 . i spilled sugar everywhere lol . other than that , it was amazing . 

p/s ; i love you guys , @melissa , @dinah and @intan :D

Where's my romeo ?

; Sometimes a simple "i'am sorry" isnt good enough , especially when its been overused & abused .. it loses it's meaning . 

'Sup ! its a sunday morning , and i have nothing to do , hey babeh , i think i wanna watch spongebob , :D .

HELLO HELLLO HELLO AGAIN , yesterday wasnt a good day at all , ok , maybe some part is , i mean the mcd part , but other than that , it sucked like hell . All i did yesterday was internet , internet , internet , bath , bath , bath , skype , skype , skype , chat , chat , chat , and then they ffk ffk ffk me , and now im bored bored bored , what what what the the the heck heck heck am am am i i i typing typing here here ? HEHE , please excuse my boredness . :D . now , im beginning to hate weekends , things are much better in school , accept for the teacher marah thingy . I know this post is very very the boring but all well , give it a go ? :D . Ohnana , whats my name ? ohnana , what am i typing ? Well , currently chatting with lynette and kai , so yeah :) . HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM , please mama , i wanna go seafield next year , why is it so hard for me too beg you ? huh ? huh ? whats up with you and private schools ? HELO ? im trying to save money here , im a good girl k ? LALALALALALALALALALALALALA , sorry , just trying to make this post long by LALALA-ing 8D . damn you , why you cancel the astro ? what am i gonna do to make my boredness disappear ? you tell me ;) . maybe im gonna private my blog , just in case .. my sister takes a look at it and runs to tell me mum about my posts , annoying ==' . I so wanna be the youngest , i dont wanna be the eldest , k , ciao ! im gonna do my hw as usual ;) , ok , ok , maybe not , i lazy :p . I - I love you like a love song baby ,   

WALIAO , i cant believe i'am listening to " love story " . ( random ) okay ? just saw it on youtube and clicked it , WOOTS , beginning to like that song again 8{D . CIAO CIAO CIAO , love you , xx . 

 Sometimes i want to stand on the edge of a cliff and scream - I'd cry out loud for all the times I'd had to shed the silent tears . hope you dont mind but i changed my blog song again , sorry :x , i'am just addicted to some songs k ? :D . OH CRAP , please excuse eminem's rapping , there lies the F word in the song so yeah :) , sorry . ZOMG , i'am living in prison . ._________. . There's literally nothing in my house , no food , no gas , WTF ?! i'am starving :( , mummy , where are you ? mum , brother and sister went swimming , so yeah :( , i neeeeeeddddd food , a sausage shall do the trick ! pleaseeeeeeeeee >:( . i'am so hungry . hopefully mummy will buy for me MCD again 8D . OHH YEAH UH HUH . k wait , i think this is gonna be the lamest and shortest post ever , sorry , just posting this post for fun , please excuse my boredness again and i haven complete my hw yet :( . then wtf are you still blogging bitch ? i think today is the weirdest day of all . 

Vulnerable Love

; Never judge a persons' psychical appearances , you might be missing out a friendship that you'll never forget .

Oh hey there , if there are any readers , HELLO ! :D . sorry for the ermmmm .. not updating :x . my apology . 

Well , these few weeks are like crap , ok , maybe a little fun but still CRAP :( . Well , at least i got my lil' bestie back , but still :( . </3 . BROKENHEARTED . I smile when my heart's in pain , i smile when i'am overjoy , i smile when i'am sad , i smile when my heart meets yours ♥ . I try to let you go , but my heart made that impossible :( , damn my heart is annoying ! I hate my heart , i LOVE my mind . Looking at you gives me butterflies man , thats what i dislike about you :( . As for you , fat asshole , cut your fucking crap before i throw you to pluto :D . thanks to you , our phones were kept away . FUDGE YOU . i hope you die :) . we bring phones for a reason k ? unlike you , useless brat . School this week was not fun , supa supa boring , wanna die liao :( . damn , why is it always like .. " WOW , its only 2pm , *seems like 20 minutes have pass* wow , its only 2:05pm" . WTF right ? maybe its because i keep looking at the clock and not paying attention to what my babbly teacher has to say . i really really wanna go seafield :( , maybe going there ! YAY YAY ! waliao , upsr in a few weeks . okay ciaos ! needa go study ! HAHA , study your ass la . Lazy to study , studying is freaking boring , i could regularly sleep k ? literally sleep . Thanks to my annoying stupid mum , i'am gonna be the bored-est girl on earth , you know why ? first , she was yelling at me yesterday , fuck you , second , she canceled the fucking astro , third , i have limited time on the computers , fourth , i hate you .

WOW , i'am in prison now , actually , worst than prison . IHATEYOU . :( . She was like yelling at me because before that , she was already mad at something , so i'am like your little doll ? someone you could yell at when you're mad ? well , if you want it to be like this , then i would be delighted to be your stupid doll . CIAO ! gonna help @emmy with her blog :D . ILOVEYOU ♥

An escape ♥

; Love is like handing someone a gun , having them pointing at your heart , and trusting them to never pull the trigger .  ♥

; Even though you're already taken , but i just cant hide my feelings from you .  ♥

HAI :D . its a sun-sunday afternoon and im bored . well , i suppose to be doing my homework now but naaah , im just too lazy :) . K after this post , i promise i'll head my room and finish up my homework :D .  ♥ goodgirlshermaine . Damn it , should i private my blog ? should i ? you tell me . Its gonna be august tomorrow right ? Well , before august comes , i want today to be a perfect ending of july  ♥ . and september will be on it's way . UPSR ! i needa study leh , i'am terrified , how will my results end up like ? 7A's ? 6A's ? but i'll get to see my @wanning on that 3 days examination :D . KIAAOO , i miss you babe :x . why you transfer so early ? i see you having fun there and we suffering here . break a leg !  ♥

; was skype-ing with @adelinelee last night , that was like around 12 or 1am ? oh , how i miss it . stupid sampat po :p . well , we webcamed for awhile , then my stupid skype webcam spoil and my dad was nagging so yeah :( . ended the call around 1am ? i dunno :x , i forgot :D . please excuse my forget-ness , my brain dont really function now-a-days . stupid useless brain . :( . 

; as for @intannordiana , YAY ! he talked to you , i think he's falling for you  ♥

CIAO ! :D

Maybe it was meant to be :x

; there was a time i actually thought you loved me , but it turns out i was wrong , and too stupid to be fooled by you . 

So this is us , the crazy sampat girls ;) . ♥ . first , we went to taman tun , PJ , for a jog :) and hehe , the whole journey , from the beginning to the end , i was the only one babbling and complaining about how bad my feet hurts , blablabla , my mum really got annoyed by me and i came in last :( . but the fun part was i was bored when i was jogging so i decided to call @melissatham  . YEZ , we talk and talk till the end of the park ! :D . 

HAHA , i also kena marah by dad . then later on , we went to 1utama and shopshopshop , bought 3 new T's . :D . BOO :( , so much ? so little :( . GAAH , emmy also uploaded the pictas that we took not long ago , these are just a few of them , we didnt really take alot but too view it , click here . :D . 

; and and i went to padini to find my stupid high waist pants and it was not there , haha , sorry @gohmayzhi for the longlong walk ;D . the face when you're angry , hilarious 8D . we should do this more often , you know ? AWWW :') , too bad , @elenagoh cant join us , she went for her CHS performance . :( .  You missed all the fun and you didnt belanja me ! you owe me a pair of shades , you know ? cotton on shades , 1 for 25 , 2 for 50 , i want two ! birthday present ? PLEASE ! ~ . 

what a fun day to end the week ; its saturday going to sunday so i think im gonna stop here . till later , ciao !

Torture .

; I really could use a wish right now . ♥

HELLO ! today is a rainy saturday right ? GOOSHH , damn freaking cold man , shivering in school for the whole time , plus i sit under the fan . .__________. . HEY YOU ! yes , you . stop acting like you're so the popular and pretty , treating people like they're just a junk for you . well , one the day comes , i'll be treating you like a junk . your welcome :D ♥ . and yes , i think you really should get a life . thankyouberryberrymuch . we used to be besties , what happened to our " OUR FRIENDSHIP NEVER END THING ? " :( . oh how i miss those times , before YOU stepped in . We're like the sampat pos ever man , literally ever . well , im moving on and so do you . time pass , people change as they grow older .

ZOMG , i hate it when you and your friends have awkward moments , like you dont talk at all even though she's just beside you . awkward ._______. .  

; maybe heading to @mayzhigoh's house ltr and go shopping ! 

p/s ; the torture up there is a R not I :)

; Stereo heart . ♥

; when i see your face , it gives me butterflies . GOD , i cant help it . :(

Dear xx , since when i said i had a crush on you ? please shut your dirty mouth , who will ever have a crush on you ? okay , you're kinda cute but you're not my type :D . Thankyou berryberrymuch . 

Its like im addicted to you , yay ! YOU started the convo first on wednesday ;) ♥ . 

I should be the best thing you never had , but why her ? I know she's my friend too , but her ? </3 . 

YOU'RE JUST TOO STUPID TO REALIZE IT . well , wanted to stay back today , but naah , @adeline was sick so she went home early , get well ! i know you love me k ?

We used to be so close , i miss what we had , i miss what we shared , i miss us , i miss our friendship , but i know i cant never turn back time . i still cant believe you chose her over me , but now , you come running to me and start babbling about HER ?! get a life man . 

  

♥ . 

chatting with Adelinelee now , she's so clever , aiyo , stupid la . sorry , i write wrong liao ;) .  

LMAO :p . you know i love you berry berry much right ? Eh , you get well la , if tomorrow still sick , you show up , i punch you . Literally ♥  

IM SICK OF LOVE SONGS .

; having a relationship with you was the second best thing thats ever happened to me , but meeting you was the first .

Trying to fake a smile , hide my pain underneath it . If you could just take a look at me , it'll make my day baby , my day :D . but i know you wont , cause im just a girl stuck down there . and you're a guy whom is .. GAH whatever . why am i blogging this again ? because you're stupid la duhh . but it doesnt change a thing about us . </3 . 

See those pictas up there ? sorry :x , was bored la k ? CAMWHORING ! :D

Fringe !

Life isnt fair after all .

HAI :D . sorry for the not posting :x , i wanted to but , you know , the damn exam ruined my plans . :/

I LOVE YOU . I LOVE YOU . you're the best thing i never had . </3

OK SHORT POST , CIAO ! ~

Wont you look at that .

eight sakais skype-ing :D . 

Everytime i see your face , it gives me butterflies . Dear @intannordianateh , i know you're upset about that jerk but please girl , let him go . Please , let him go . it was not meant to be , the RIGHT guy will be standing right at the corner waiting for you , but you just dont realize it . 

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Well , two more months in lickhung :( . i cant believe i have to leave Lickhung :( , just for that stupid school D: . YESH , i cant believe im not gonna dance , GOD !